Hello. I’m sorry for my absence. I’ve been struggling with illness since the beginning of the year. I’ve seen several doctors but none of them have any idea what might be wrong. I’m more and more convinced it might be something mental. I never feel entirely well but I have times where I feel better followed by times where I feel like shit, each anywhere between a few days to several weeks long. When I’m at my worst I’m hardly able to leave bed. I can’t eat, I can’t sleep, let alone focus on RPing. I’m really sorry. I’ll try to catch up when I feel better.
Gallifrey falls no more. Others rejoiced at the news but all Pat felt was anger, at themself, at the Doctor. All that time they’d blamed him for what had happened. All that time they’d been wrong. Gallifrey had survived, she had not. And it was all their fault. They’d not shared that part of their past with their new pilot. They’d never even planned on bonding with her in the first place. The ship shook, walls and furniture being thrown and torn down as Pat took their anger out on their interior.
Without warning everything shuddered violently. Gemini was thrown to the ground with a gasp. The book she’d left sitting on the other side of the room went winging it’s way over her head. Glancing towards one of the hallways she saw the kettle and a chair (When did Pat move the kitchen?) fly into the wall. She jumped to her feet, momentarily wondering if she wasn’t safer on the floor, and held on to the console with one hand while resting the other on the Time Rotor.
"What’s wrong?" She asked worriedly. She’d never seen her ship like this so…angry. "Come on, loves, talk to me."
Entire bookshelves and cupboards were flung across the ship along with their contents. The internal weapon systems activated, turrets firing wildly throughout the hallways. A stray shot passed into the console room, hitting the console close to where Gemini was standing. In an instant Pat stopped what they were doing. Everything calmed down. Manifesting within the console room wearing the near-Gallifreyan male form they’d worn when first meeting Gemini, Pat sank down against the console. “It’s my fault.”